I have been talking and watching people in my family reconstruct history. It is something that cannot be recalled in a way that does any justice. This sounds absurd, but follow me out.
My Great-Uncle Robert, I've seen him now on a television screen and heard his voice. I have even laughed and smiled with his image on the screen. But if somebody were ever to ask me if I knew him, I would reply, certainly not. This is not to say I never did see him or touch him, I have evidence of these events in tapes, I can see them happening, but I cannot recall them. I was just a baby when I saw him through my own eyes and I have no recollection of these events.
When i think about how I might tell my children about my grandfather, whom I do know, I am tempted to do as Robert does (speaking about his father and other family members) and tell about events about from his life. I am tempted to tell my children about Grandpa's bronze star, about his honors and ribbons, about his long career as a chemical engineer, about his long marriage to my grandmother. All of these things speak to the nature of his character. But, they in and of themselves do not tell of the man I know. After all, I know my Grandpa as he has lived after the events of honor, in retirement, but still married. The reason I would say I "know" the man is perhaps because I know what it is like to hug him. I have done this countless times throughout my life. I hug Grandpa and we pat each other on the back. Our cheeks touch and I feel the scratch of his whiskers. I smell his scent. These sense perceptions come closer to telling about him, but there is something beyond the words he speaks, his actions, his principles and beliefs and beyond any sense information I can gather. Spending time together reveals this otherness in short glimpses which I may only be able to share with language, but is entirely separate from the conscious thought.
Hearing my family speak about their mothers, brothers, fathers, sisters, cousins ... makes me wonder what might be the hidden quality behind the story, that hidden otherness that they may have caught.
Nobody can remember everything, and for this we are to be joyous. But let us learn from those that remember well.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
Buber
"As when you pray you do not thereby remove yourself from this life of yours but in your praying refer your thought to it, even though it may be in order to yield to it; so too in the unprecedented and surprising, when you are called upon from above, required, chosen, empowered, sent, you with this your mortal bit of life are meant. This moment is not extracted from it, it rests on what has been and beckons to the remainder that still has to be lived. You are not swallowed up in a fullness without obligation, you are willed for the life of communion."
- Martin Buber, Meetings: Autobiographical Fragments
I should preface any discussion of this passage by talking about "this life" as I understand Buber to mean it. Buber says, "I possess nothing but the everyday out of which I am never taken." He is talking about a way of knowing oneself and understanding one's own experiences (in this case his own experience) through mortal existence. "I know no fullness but each mortal hour's fullness can claim of responsibility." So, to pray naturally becomes an act of directing directing one's thought to one's life - one's life as it is lived in the moment, moment by moment, hour upon hour, day bound by days past and days yet to live.
What does one ask for in prayer? Is it a re-purposing into a new job? Is it another day for a dying loved one? Perhaps it is unfair of me to ask, or even to make a general statement about the nature of communication between anybody else and God, but I have a few personal observations. In the Lutheran Church of my grandparents I distinctly remember the pastor praying that more days come to the sick and dying members of the congregation "if it be his will." This always struck me as an important qualifier; it acknowledges a number of things by admitting that death may well be fit. One, that there is a great deal of suffering involved in our hourly existence, or can be, as is often the case with sick and dying people. Another, that death may relieve suffering. Most importantly, and the one quality that made the prayers agreeable to this little boy, was that hourly beings have no experience of higher order, supernatural, or the future - our only knowledge of it comes to us from faith.
Perhaps it is evident that I don't understand prayer and further evident that I have a peculiar experience with it. I have always wondered how one might earnestly ask God for something. I have also wondered what the purpose of group asking may be. One thing it does do is express sympathy and concern to the ones closest to the subject of the prayer. Loved ones sometimes are healed, wants sometimes addressed.
Later on I attended a different church where I didn't hear the familiar and important clause, "if it be your will." In this place I learned that to pray can be a way of communicating with God by setting time apart from your daily routine and directing thought to him about your wants. I experimented with this form of prayer, but it never stuck. I couldn't accept the notion that I know what I truly want for myself because I believed that God knew (and would inevitably do) whatever is best for me. All of my wants, which were mostly for things: nintendo, dirt bike etc. Even as a child I understood that getting these things did not satisfy any deep craving or desire. I knew that I should not mix the realms of expressing my wants with my trust that "His will be done on earth.." The whole business of expressing faith out loud didn't make sense to me, especially when mixed with human wants.
I keep saying "wants" because I don't want this term to be confused with desires. A desire, to me, expresses a longing for an enduring condition (closeness, happiness, health) all things aimed at a moment, but extending beyond it. A want I would like to use here as something that can be something that can be satisfied and is pending the moment of delivery (some money, a miracle). Usually the expression of a want comes from an imagining of a future condition, so as to say "please do/give/ what have you ________ because/so that _______." The two modes are fundamentally different. In the expression of wants, the moment is gobbled up with anticipatory "results."
I couldn't see prayer as a "time apart from time" or a "timeless time" but rather a time for reflection, meekness, submission to God's will and affirmation of my existence in this creation. The emotions of surprise, empowerment, purpose ... went along with the territory. I would never now call any expression of my wants "prayer."
- Martin Buber, Meetings: Autobiographical Fragments
I should preface any discussion of this passage by talking about "this life" as I understand Buber to mean it. Buber says, "I possess nothing but the everyday out of which I am never taken." He is talking about a way of knowing oneself and understanding one's own experiences (in this case his own experience) through mortal existence. "I know no fullness but each mortal hour's fullness can claim of responsibility." So, to pray naturally becomes an act of directing directing one's thought to one's life - one's life as it is lived in the moment, moment by moment, hour upon hour, day bound by days past and days yet to live.
What does one ask for in prayer? Is it a re-purposing into a new job? Is it another day for a dying loved one? Perhaps it is unfair of me to ask, or even to make a general statement about the nature of communication between anybody else and God, but I have a few personal observations. In the Lutheran Church of my grandparents I distinctly remember the pastor praying that more days come to the sick and dying members of the congregation "if it be his will." This always struck me as an important qualifier; it acknowledges a number of things by admitting that death may well be fit. One, that there is a great deal of suffering involved in our hourly existence, or can be, as is often the case with sick and dying people. Another, that death may relieve suffering. Most importantly, and the one quality that made the prayers agreeable to this little boy, was that hourly beings have no experience of higher order, supernatural, or the future - our only knowledge of it comes to us from faith.
Perhaps it is evident that I don't understand prayer and further evident that I have a peculiar experience with it. I have always wondered how one might earnestly ask God for something. I have also wondered what the purpose of group asking may be. One thing it does do is express sympathy and concern to the ones closest to the subject of the prayer. Loved ones sometimes are healed, wants sometimes addressed.
Later on I attended a different church where I didn't hear the familiar and important clause, "if it be your will." In this place I learned that to pray can be a way of communicating with God by setting time apart from your daily routine and directing thought to him about your wants. I experimented with this form of prayer, but it never stuck. I couldn't accept the notion that I know what I truly want for myself because I believed that God knew (and would inevitably do) whatever is best for me. All of my wants, which were mostly for things: nintendo, dirt bike etc. Even as a child I understood that getting these things did not satisfy any deep craving or desire. I knew that I should not mix the realms of expressing my wants with my trust that "His will be done on earth.." The whole business of expressing faith out loud didn't make sense to me, especially when mixed with human wants.
I keep saying "wants" because I don't want this term to be confused with desires. A desire, to me, expresses a longing for an enduring condition (closeness, happiness, health) all things aimed at a moment, but extending beyond it. A want I would like to use here as something that can be something that can be satisfied and is pending the moment of delivery (some money, a miracle). Usually the expression of a want comes from an imagining of a future condition, so as to say "please do/give/ what have you ________ because/so that _______." The two modes are fundamentally different. In the expression of wants, the moment is gobbled up with anticipatory "results."
I couldn't see prayer as a "time apart from time" or a "timeless time" but rather a time for reflection, meekness, submission to God's will and affirmation of my existence in this creation. The emotions of surprise, empowerment, purpose ... went along with the territory. I would never now call any expression of my wants "prayer."
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
The Fate of Augie March
This is an essay in the process of becoming. I encourage you to critique.
“Everyone tries to create a world he can live in, and what he can’t use he often can’t see. But the real world is already created and if your fabrication doesn’t correspond then even if you feel noble and insist on there being something better than what people call reality, that better something needn’t try to exceed what, in its actuality, since we know it so little, may be very surprising. If a happy state of things, surprising; if miserable or tragic, no worse than what we invent” (378).
Augie March tells his story in The Adventures of Augie March as a journey to make a worthy fate for himself. He is acutely aware of his own development in the novel; they are staged as a retrospective look back at his young life as his own memoirs written by a still young adult. Fate, it seems, is something that is unclear. His experience with it is akin to traveling in a thick fog. As he stumbles over something he recognizes it. Sometimes he is lucky enough to recognize it before he has trampled it, as if he approached it slow enough to know it by touch. Things are revealed to Augie along his unrelenting travel down his foggy and winding path and he is keen enough to take them as they are; that is, lessons, glimpses, sensations of the character of the path, his path.
“Whoever cannot seek the unforeseen sees nothing, for the known way is an impasse.” [i]
If it could be said that Augie was an educated person, it must be held that the education came from his experience of trying many different things. In so doing, Augie sets the limits and boundaries to his fate, his character, through an endless series of trials. It would be easy to call Augie’s transitions between jobs or women “failures” in the sense that he repeatedly goes against the prevailing ideology surrounding him about how to “get ahead.” Namely, the kinds of decisions that Augie makes are not financially forward, secure, or even sound. But the sense of failure can only be tacked on by the other characters in the book (or perhaps by readers who agree with them). But for Augie the decisions he makes are sound because necessary. “After all, I wasn’t in any special business, but merely trying various things on” (206). Augie learns by paying heed to the knocks he is dealt. Because his life is hardly systematic or regimented in the way that an educational system compartmentalizes knowledge, his education is diverse but grouped, one experience relevant to all the others. All of his observations, conclusions and resolutions on things like money, wealth, living, etc. are relevant to Augie’s prevailing concern of how to become what he is.
“But a man’s character is his fate.” [ii]
This is one of the first statements of the book and it comes to us from Heraclitus, Augie tells us so. We know immediately that much of Augie’s life is informed by Western thought and Western thinkers. Later on, Augie tells us about a whole volume of classic texts, a set of books that he is given after they are damaged in a fire. Later still, he tells us about the book fevers he has in his bedroom, intense periods of book devouring, and in fact he sits down and reads the set of these texts. I submit that this aspect of Augie’s education is especially important because of Augie’s character. He seldom enjoys the experience of a quiet existence, much less rest. During these book fevers Augie is forced into a bodily stillness. By Augie’s own admission his body is maybe all that he is (473). The physical stillness puts him into a state where he can decipher the “axial lines” of his life. “And since I never have any place of rest, it should follow that I have trouble being still, and furthermore my hope is based upon getting to be still, and furthermore my hope is based upon getting to be still so that the axial lines can be found ” (514). So there is a tie between Augie’s discovery of his orientation and Heraclitus among the other thinkers and writers that he reads in the time that they share together. Perhaps it is not too far to leap to observe that the logic Augie uses to refuse many of the opportunities he has along the way that would have made him a wealthy man. It would be a gross error to think that Augie is opposed to having lots of money. His objections aren’t to the dough itself, but more the compromises and renunciations that are demanded of him to get it. One of his earliest opportunities for becoming a wealthy man, or at least an heir to a fortune, came when his employers, Mrs. Renling and her husband, proposed to adopt him. For Augie, renouncing his family, even though it wasn’t an “average” family or a family that provided money for him, was impossible. Augie’s method of discovery, the method of trying different things, stumbling down his foggy path even though it is unclear to him where he is going, contains a philosophical stance, if not, a kernel of wisdom. It is a kind of answer, or a response to how one becomes what one is.
“In the peculiar fate of people that makes them fat and rich, when this happens very swiftly there is the menace of the dreamy state that plunders their reality” (214).
Augie’s life is full of encounters with the fat and rich, he witnesses his brother become this. The tendency of the rich, in Augie’s experience, is to lead a split existence. For his brother Simon, his start came by marrying an heiress and being lent the money to start his own coal business. Simon’s heart is cold and he carries on with at least one mistress. His power over her is his money, she is nothing special to him because it’s not her that he wants, it’s woman. Simon typifies what Fredrich Nietzsche calls “real man.” “A real man wants two things: danger and play. Therefore he wants woman as the most dangerous plaything” (Thus Spoke Zarathustra). To Augie, this view of man and woman misses the entire point of their attraction. For Augie, the bond between him and the women in his life is an insight into the character of his fate. He says once, “The inevitability that brought us together … was greater than the total of all other considerations.” The women of Augie’s life are not objects of play, but people whom he loves. “I tried to tell her that I had looked all my life for the right thing to do, for a fate good enough, that I had opposed people in what they wanted to make of me, but now that I was in love with her I understood much better what I myself wanted” 318. Love is a clarity to Augie. He finds it inevitably along his path and as he experiences it he recognizes it as part of who he is, unlike his repeated stumbling over wealth which he rejects not because of the dough involved, but because of the “menace of the dreamy state that plunders their reality.” Wealth deprives the wealthy of love.
[i] Heraclitus, Fragments, 7.
[ii] Pg. 3
“Everyone tries to create a world he can live in, and what he can’t use he often can’t see. But the real world is already created and if your fabrication doesn’t correspond then even if you feel noble and insist on there being something better than what people call reality, that better something needn’t try to exceed what, in its actuality, since we know it so little, may be very surprising. If a happy state of things, surprising; if miserable or tragic, no worse than what we invent” (378).
Augie March tells his story in The Adventures of Augie March as a journey to make a worthy fate for himself. He is acutely aware of his own development in the novel; they are staged as a retrospective look back at his young life as his own memoirs written by a still young adult. Fate, it seems, is something that is unclear. His experience with it is akin to traveling in a thick fog. As he stumbles over something he recognizes it. Sometimes he is lucky enough to recognize it before he has trampled it, as if he approached it slow enough to know it by touch. Things are revealed to Augie along his unrelenting travel down his foggy and winding path and he is keen enough to take them as they are; that is, lessons, glimpses, sensations of the character of the path, his path.
“Whoever cannot seek the unforeseen sees nothing, for the known way is an impasse.” [i]
If it could be said that Augie was an educated person, it must be held that the education came from his experience of trying many different things. In so doing, Augie sets the limits and boundaries to his fate, his character, through an endless series of trials. It would be easy to call Augie’s transitions between jobs or women “failures” in the sense that he repeatedly goes against the prevailing ideology surrounding him about how to “get ahead.” Namely, the kinds of decisions that Augie makes are not financially forward, secure, or even sound. But the sense of failure can only be tacked on by the other characters in the book (or perhaps by readers who agree with them). But for Augie the decisions he makes are sound because necessary. “After all, I wasn’t in any special business, but merely trying various things on” (206). Augie learns by paying heed to the knocks he is dealt. Because his life is hardly systematic or regimented in the way that an educational system compartmentalizes knowledge, his education is diverse but grouped, one experience relevant to all the others. All of his observations, conclusions and resolutions on things like money, wealth, living, etc. are relevant to Augie’s prevailing concern of how to become what he is.
“But a man’s character is his fate.” [ii]
This is one of the first statements of the book and it comes to us from Heraclitus, Augie tells us so. We know immediately that much of Augie’s life is informed by Western thought and Western thinkers. Later on, Augie tells us about a whole volume of classic texts, a set of books that he is given after they are damaged in a fire. Later still, he tells us about the book fevers he has in his bedroom, intense periods of book devouring, and in fact he sits down and reads the set of these texts. I submit that this aspect of Augie’s education is especially important because of Augie’s character. He seldom enjoys the experience of a quiet existence, much less rest. During these book fevers Augie is forced into a bodily stillness. By Augie’s own admission his body is maybe all that he is (473). The physical stillness puts him into a state where he can decipher the “axial lines” of his life. “And since I never have any place of rest, it should follow that I have trouble being still, and furthermore my hope is based upon getting to be still, and furthermore my hope is based upon getting to be still so that the axial lines can be found ” (514). So there is a tie between Augie’s discovery of his orientation and Heraclitus among the other thinkers and writers that he reads in the time that they share together. Perhaps it is not too far to leap to observe that the logic Augie uses to refuse many of the opportunities he has along the way that would have made him a wealthy man. It would be a gross error to think that Augie is opposed to having lots of money. His objections aren’t to the dough itself, but more the compromises and renunciations that are demanded of him to get it. One of his earliest opportunities for becoming a wealthy man, or at least an heir to a fortune, came when his employers, Mrs. Renling and her husband, proposed to adopt him. For Augie, renouncing his family, even though it wasn’t an “average” family or a family that provided money for him, was impossible. Augie’s method of discovery, the method of trying different things, stumbling down his foggy path even though it is unclear to him where he is going, contains a philosophical stance, if not, a kernel of wisdom. It is a kind of answer, or a response to how one becomes what one is.
“In the peculiar fate of people that makes them fat and rich, when this happens very swiftly there is the menace of the dreamy state that plunders their reality” (214).
Augie’s life is full of encounters with the fat and rich, he witnesses his brother become this. The tendency of the rich, in Augie’s experience, is to lead a split existence. For his brother Simon, his start came by marrying an heiress and being lent the money to start his own coal business. Simon’s heart is cold and he carries on with at least one mistress. His power over her is his money, she is nothing special to him because it’s not her that he wants, it’s woman. Simon typifies what Fredrich Nietzsche calls “real man.” “A real man wants two things: danger and play. Therefore he wants woman as the most dangerous plaything” (Thus Spoke Zarathustra). To Augie, this view of man and woman misses the entire point of their attraction. For Augie, the bond between him and the women in his life is an insight into the character of his fate. He says once, “The inevitability that brought us together … was greater than the total of all other considerations.” The women of Augie’s life are not objects of play, but people whom he loves. “I tried to tell her that I had looked all my life for the right thing to do, for a fate good enough, that I had opposed people in what they wanted to make of me, but now that I was in love with her I understood much better what I myself wanted” 318. Love is a clarity to Augie. He finds it inevitably along his path and as he experiences it he recognizes it as part of who he is, unlike his repeated stumbling over wealth which he rejects not because of the dough involved, but because of the “menace of the dreamy state that plunders their reality.” Wealth deprives the wealthy of love.
[i] Heraclitus, Fragments, 7.
[ii] Pg. 3
Monday, April 27, 2009
Likes
"Anyhow, I found something out about an unknown privation, and I realized how a general love or craving, before it is explicit or before it sees its object, manifests itself as boredom or some other kind of suffering." pg. 194 The Adventures of Augie March by Saul Bellow
So I am reading along in this book, a big book with a full complement of adventures and I am considering how the main character, Augie March, experiences his life one step at a time and instead takes it as it comes. Thie isn't to say he forgets about his ailing mother or that he neglects his friends or family, but perhaps the opposite - all of these people are constants. Even the character Grandma Lausch, who lived with Augie, his brothers and mother during his childhood as a matriarch and renter, even after her death she lives in in his brother. As his brother Simon dawns the mask of the up-and-coming businessman and future husband to a millionare's daughter his social interaction mimic the patterns of Grandma Lausch. Even if Simon wanted to be rid of Grandma Lausch he could not. His history is unshakeable. Something about the dead lives on.
It is not binding inheritance of earthly power that lives on. In fact, I would venture to say that Simon was bound to shake the poverty he was born into by one means or another. Perhaps this was due to Simon's disposition to be a good student and Grandma Lausch's determiniation to "make something" of these boys. Really it would be hard to say what the cause of a particilar fate, even in a novel, might be. Much is mysterious to the reader if he/she wants to begin this kind of archeology, after all, the novel is self-contained and holds all of the keys inside. Some doors are kept locked.
If I am to take it that the boredom or some other kind of suffering is the manifestation of an unknown craving or love with Augie March because of the key given to the reader by the narrator (which I believe is an older Augie) I'll be wise to attend to the boredoms and pains of the characters in the book. But that's not what really intrigues me about this quote.
So I am reading along in this book, a big book with a full complement of adventures and I am considering how the main character, Augie March, experiences his life one step at a time and instead takes it as it comes. Thie isn't to say he forgets about his ailing mother or that he neglects his friends or family, but perhaps the opposite - all of these people are constants. Even the character Grandma Lausch, who lived with Augie, his brothers and mother during his childhood as a matriarch and renter, even after her death she lives in in his brother. As his brother Simon dawns the mask of the up-and-coming businessman and future husband to a millionare's daughter his social interaction mimic the patterns of Grandma Lausch. Even if Simon wanted to be rid of Grandma Lausch he could not. His history is unshakeable. Something about the dead lives on.
It is not binding inheritance of earthly power that lives on. In fact, I would venture to say that Simon was bound to shake the poverty he was born into by one means or another. Perhaps this was due to Simon's disposition to be a good student and Grandma Lausch's determiniation to "make something" of these boys. Really it would be hard to say what the cause of a particilar fate, even in a novel, might be. Much is mysterious to the reader if he/she wants to begin this kind of archeology, after all, the novel is self-contained and holds all of the keys inside. Some doors are kept locked.
If I am to take it that the boredom or some other kind of suffering is the manifestation of an unknown craving or love with Augie March because of the key given to the reader by the narrator (which I believe is an older Augie) I'll be wise to attend to the boredoms and pains of the characters in the book. But that's not what really intrigues me about this quote.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Communicating
After writing my last entry which I had hoped would posit the question, "to what extent do I understand the foundational ideas of the things that are important to me?" I realized that despite my intention, the power of the idea depends on language. In this case, a failure to construct clear and graceful language made the writing confusing.
I wonder, have I plunged into the trap of jargon? Have I let predetermined phrases occupy my imagination? After all, a piece of writing that is to be shared has limited value if it is unintelligible. And I am delusional if I think that my audience is better equipped to understand my writing if my own mother, who has nourished me my whole life, who embodies one of my foundational ideas herself, cannot follow the writing.
So, if what I am talking about is truly important (and I believe that it is) it must be communicated in a common language, a "language of care."
I wonder, have I plunged into the trap of jargon? Have I let predetermined phrases occupy my imagination? After all, a piece of writing that is to be shared has limited value if it is unintelligible. And I am delusional if I think that my audience is better equipped to understand my writing if my own mother, who has nourished me my whole life, who embodies one of my foundational ideas herself, cannot follow the writing.
So, if what I am talking about is truly important (and I believe that it is) it must be communicated in a common language, a "language of care."
Monday, April 6, 2009
Ideas and Empires
"... and loves are like empires: when the idea they are founded on crumbles, they, too, fade away." -Milan Kundera The Unbearable Lightness of Being
This sentence has been troubling me. If I accept it, it pushes me to a conscious understanding of the ideas my loves are founded upon. Considering the notion of an empire fading away because the idea it was founded on has crumbled, I wonder what the founding idea of my empire has been (and if that idea still exists). In both a love between two people or a society between many it seems as though an understanding of the "idea" has to be shared among the participants.
I suppose that Kundera's formulation doesn't call for this kind of understanding among all the subjects in the empire. His idea is that when the "idea crumbles" the empire fill follow suit. But how does an idea crumble? Ideas are things that people have, and in a relationship between people it is the shared idea that is the foundation for all else. So it seems as though in an empire like ours (ostensibly a democracy), a great majority of the people are called on to understand the foundational idea or ideas and go forth in the society operating in accordance with the implications of the idea.
I wonder how many people in the United States share this kind of foundational idea. Or, more importantly, how many people demand this level of clarity and genuine interaction in their lives with immediate others (the ones they love)?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Reading the Newspaper
I am home with my parents. Today I swept and mopped the floors. As I finished another chapter in Stumbling Toward Justice (Chapter 7, The Beauty of Saying No - which I think Hoinacki re-uses in Dying Is Not Death) I looked down at the local newspaper from here in Vancouver. Needless to say, it covers the economic "hard times." This I was not surprised by. However I was surprised at my sense of great hope because of the headlines.
First there was "As recession deepens, home gardens grow." The article was lifted from the AP and comes from Long Beach California; but the numbers to the right of the headline indicate that 43 million households are growing their own produce this year. The article assumes that Americans are pinching pennies which is leading them to try their hand at growing their own food. They dub the new gardens "recession gardens." One woman testifies that a "sense of community" has been fostered in her neighborhood around a food co-op. A seed-seller says that gardening is no longer a "dirty word" because Americans are now willing to do the work of growing a garden.
In the "Clark County" section, a local writer reports on small farms and community-supported agriculture (CSA). The CSA farms in Clark County have grown to about 20, a big jump from the 3 or 4 a couple of years ago. The article discusses how families buy a share or half a share and receive locally grown produce. I discover that one of the farms featured in the article is in the Hockinson hills, mere miles from my house. These farms offer a way to have some connection with the food that nourishes our bodies, even if everybody in the family is thoroughly occupied with occupations.
If economic recession leads to penny pinching, which in turn leads to food-growing for more people, I am hopeful that we can learn to live better lives because of the difficulty we face. Perhaps Americans are not as obtuse as made out to be, I seem to recall a statistically substantiated reduction in gas consumption last summer when prices soared (or at least a curb in growth) . And with the economy in the dumps we're continuing to track with this trend (for oil info check out: http://tonto.eia.doe.gov/oog/info/twip/twip.asp).
To oversimplify, the poorly performing economy is helping us to distance ourselves from the wasteful and excessive behaviors we have grown accustomed to. I hope that the moderate, fortuitous and just behavior that this lack of extra cash is teaching us, if I may venture to call supporting local food and reducing waste - "just", can be a lesson, a habit, a virtue that we can carry with us past this "recession." Maybe we'll discover what it means to feed ourselves. Maybe we'll conserve fossil fuel or discover a way to avoid it. Perhaps we will find the other people in our community that make life possible and remember them, value them. We won't ever learn anything about scaling the individual problems that we face up to a "societal" sphere if we can't first understand what it means to live in a community. Maybe these people that live next to us can become our neighbors.
First there was "As recession deepens, home gardens grow." The article was lifted from the AP and comes from Long Beach California; but the numbers to the right of the headline indicate that 43 million households are growing their own produce this year. The article assumes that Americans are pinching pennies which is leading them to try their hand at growing their own food. They dub the new gardens "recession gardens." One woman testifies that a "sense of community" has been fostered in her neighborhood around a food co-op. A seed-seller says that gardening is no longer a "dirty word" because Americans are now willing to do the work of growing a garden.
In the "Clark County" section, a local writer reports on small farms and community-supported agriculture (CSA). The CSA farms in Clark County have grown to about 20, a big jump from the 3 or 4 a couple of years ago. The article discusses how families buy a share or half a share and receive locally grown produce. I discover that one of the farms featured in the article is in the Hockinson hills, mere miles from my house. These farms offer a way to have some connection with the food that nourishes our bodies, even if everybody in the family is thoroughly occupied with occupations.
If economic recession leads to penny pinching, which in turn leads to food-growing for more people, I am hopeful that we can learn to live better lives because of the difficulty we face. Perhaps Americans are not as obtuse as made out to be, I seem to recall a statistically substantiated reduction in gas consumption last summer when prices soared (or at least a curb in growth) . And with the economy in the dumps we're continuing to track with this trend (for oil info check out: http://tonto.eia.doe.gov/oog/info/twip/twip.asp).
To oversimplify, the poorly performing economy is helping us to distance ourselves from the wasteful and excessive behaviors we have grown accustomed to. I hope that the moderate, fortuitous and just behavior that this lack of extra cash is teaching us, if I may venture to call supporting local food and reducing waste - "just", can be a lesson, a habit, a virtue that we can carry with us past this "recession." Maybe we'll discover what it means to feed ourselves. Maybe we'll conserve fossil fuel or discover a way to avoid it. Perhaps we will find the other people in our community that make life possible and remember them, value them. We won't ever learn anything about scaling the individual problems that we face up to a "societal" sphere if we can't first understand what it means to live in a community. Maybe these people that live next to us can become our neighbors.
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